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Title:	waiting.
Topics:	waiting
Date:	2008-05-06 @ 19:29
Security:	public
Location:	lee's bedroom
Music:	hollyoaks again!
Mood:	sick

waiting for lee to come home. feels like i haven't seen him for ages. he left for work at 5am. its 7.30pm and he still wont be home for another 30mins.

walked the dogs all 4 of them with lee's mother. was nice. i was walking the rottwieler called bear. haha. he's so cute!! and jake.

getting so fed up of myspace, i swear its more trouble than its worth. this 'friend' of mine keeps posting bullitins and some are blatently about me. she still doesn't feel like she has done anything wrong. that it's me being irrational and harsh. i know that she is going through a hard time but that doesn't excuse all what she is doing. and she is also bad mouthing one of my close friends which isn't on.

think i have a throat infection coming. just feel really tired, groggy and my throat feels really dry.

saturday viewing a really nice flat with lee can't wait and it's only across the road from cheryl one of my closest most trustworthy friends. me and her are off to get our hair done on friday. girlie day! can't wait!!

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Title:	Writer's Block: Now I Lay Me Down to Sleep
Topics:	writer's block
Date:	2008-05-06 @ 19:16
Security:	public

before i lay down to sleep i have to speak to my boyfriend his voice kind of relaxes me and makes me feel safe. my room has to be in order, if something is out of place i wont be able to relax. my door has to be closed so does the door to the airing cuboard. kind of a obsession i have.
haha.

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Title:	first one
Topics:	liars
Date:	2008-04-29 @ 20:03
Security:	public
Location:	living room
Music:	watching hollyoaks!
Mood:	disappointed

first journal post.

starting on a negative.

recently just moved out from my friends house. well i say moved out, i got locked out. the reason she gave me was it was because i left the night club early on her birthday even though i wasn't feeling well and she kept leaving me. so ridiculous. she wouldn't even let me get a clean pair of underwear and i had to get my things when she was ready to let me.

last night, was her work do where a few of my friends work and she told them the real reason why she kicked me out...she told them that i didn't contribute to the house, i spent a more than a grand living there. she was also moaning that i didn't pay for electric when i put £20 in the week before.

what winds me up is that this is a blatant lie and she has said this to all my mates make me look like a twat. even more so she wants me to take her for a night out. GUH!

lighter note. haha. me and my boyfriend are going really well should be living together within 2months. and i can't wait. i miss waking up with him so much.

well first post was a bit of a rant but i feel alot better! haha.

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